baBeMira^^

♥looking at the window, hoping u're there

2012-02-08T02:08:00.000-08:00

everyday in the evening, i will be going to my kitchen's

window to look out if ure there,

every 15mins i will be there, but sad to say, till today after 3 daes nt mitting you,

there's still no sign of you, i seriously dont understand,

why must u the one who get mad at me,

while actually, im the one who just get so pissed off..

yes, to be honest i am totally

pissed off by you, but sad to say,

i don't like to drag my life with a miserable moment.

i need a happiness while i can, not

a sadness n stressful journey.

but for you, all this are nothing...

seriously, i miss you like hell...

why ain't you come here and meet me..

why? what is the mistake that i've done??

nothing much to list out. but hoping to meet you soon

and to received call and

msgs from you....

thanks dearest hubby.....

for everything.....

mira rindu hubby..... )':

oohh nak action !

2012-02-07T04:54:00.000-08:00

PUIK !

punyer baik aku call nak ajak gy makan, oooo ko action !

kata '' aku masih marah ngn ko ah mira, tgu da cool bru bbl !''

action per ! menyampah !!! erleh aku nyr mrh kat ko tk pikir ..

PODAH !!! bunga bukan sekumtum ! kumbang pun bkn seekor !!

nyahahaha !! =.= hahhaa

ehh... aku brani ckp buat tidak..

begitu marah kat dia pn ttp sayang... hmmm... hehehe

pissed off!!

2012-02-05T11:10:00.000-08:00

Since im back with him again, this is the first time i really get mad again

yes, totally.... HAIS.... why ain't he care about my feelings?

seriously, i'm ready to go out. i've put on my make up and everything,

but ended up, everything been cancel. hais. i understand that mybe ure too tired

but come on, why isit hard for u to call me n say that u can't bring along bcoz its late,

that's y. why why why?hais...but after that im fine, another thing is,

after the escort u come n mit me, that's rite, yah...

u give me alot of excuses ! shit sey ! all are excuses!! dammit ! sick of it.

and u told me u want to go and throw the rubbish, but ended up u left me.

and if u wanna know, i go down with my heels running after u,

but u seems dont be bother, how down n upset am i to u...

i rush to yan, and ask him, he gt cash with him or nt, i lend from him 10bucks

and take cab n rush down to sengkang,

once reach there, i knock like hell at ur window n doors,

but it seems u ignoring it, im not too sure, u ignore or u asleep?

hais... seriously fir, u make my day HORRIBLE ! alrite!

how much u make me, but i just dont understand me, why am i still here with u?

and still strong loving u like as if theres no other guy? urgggh !

dammit ! seriously, how i wish i cud get the stewardess vacancy, n fly far far away

from you and leave u all alone. and from there u will know how pleasant i am went im around or far from u. think back fir. n dont ever regret........

whatever it is, forever......ILOVEU...

n no one could replaced you in ma heart..

yes, im mad at u. but remember it won't last forever...

tc and goodnite sayang....

can't sleep!!

2012-01-26T14:39:00.000-08:00

its almost 6.30am, and my eyes still cant close !

gosh !! im wondering why till now i still cant find a suitable job for me.

hais, aint easy u know, nowadays, lots of things going on here and there.

and today is my unlucky day, my hubby accidentally view my whatsapp and saw all the conversation between me n my friends, well seriously they are all my friends and not more , they even give me advice to be patience with my hubby, im glad to had a guy friends like them, never ever give up, to give me a moral support. thanks friends.

and for dearest hubby, i nvr ever tried to played u around, remember that, me n them are just friends who exchnge thoughts, that's about it, never ever they think, try to take me from u, so to ensure that u wont think differently, i sanggup turon paya lebar tadi semata mata nk bg hp kat u, so u caya yg i tk pernah nk main2 kn u... i tknk history repeat again... enough is enough... n never been again...

so dear, really u are my only one in my heart no matter what happen !

i PROMISE ! love u ! =D

life for me now is superduper BORED

2012-01-10T04:48:00.000-08:00

EHEMehem !

now im at my door step... actualli planning to do what...

urghh !! been 3 daes at home n so sian. dunno what to do liao... boring ! hahaah

dah siap sume... dah make up pn tgl kuar je... tp tak tau nk g ane lah... arghh !!

hmm.... rindukan laki aku pn ader... hmmm !!

ntah la.. pape lah.. nk jmpe jmpe tknk sudah k bye !

once upon a time.....

2012-01-02T13:41:00.000-08:00

heylo.... well at this timing, aku masih terbangun...

baru je abis tgk citer ''mimpi sampai ke bintang..''

SWEET ! hehehs.. well after that aku terigt pulak hubby aku yang tengah sedap tido skrg dekat umah.. besok dia keje, hmm.

yeah, i should start to understand that he got his own life too...yes ! i dunno why as day goes by love towards him getting more n more... yes he hurt me once, n yah i've forgive him of what he have done to me. yes, maybe there's also my mistake, let's give n take.. if both EGO, forever no ending n the storyline will be hanging... now i've realised how much he were in my life. without him, i just dunno how my life cud be... his everything to me now. yeah, i know his not happy because till now i didn't find any job yet, yes i understand that but one day for sure i will find it.i wont let u down again n i really cant leave without u.

everyday n everynight, i pray n hope for the best for the both of us....

to be happy n faithful to one another... for me to find a replacement for him will never happen,

coz i ever tried, but i didn't manage to do it.. oh gosh !

till that strong my love towards him without i realising it...

time passes so fast, now its almost 1yr2mnths ive known him.

alot that ive been through, what i kept all this while only my heart know it.

i love him so much... n dont want to lose him again....

i will never ever stop loving him, only death will separate us....

n i will never stop praying to god, to keep us together forever....

FUUUH ! malam2 gini aku pedih sungguh !

biar betul ni mira, da lamer da dia da tk pedih cmni...

ntah la tiba2 aku terigt kan dia, macam tak cayer yang aku pernah berpisah dan kembali pulang ngan dia...

inilah orang kata klau jodoh tak kemana ye tak ?! haahhaha...

okay lah... pagi2 gni jiwang macam tak kene lah pulak... hehehe..

ookaylah aku rasakan aku tido dulu pn cantik... hheheh..

sebelom aku meleret lagi panjang... heheheh.. da cukup panjang da ni aku type..

k lah.. byebye...

SELAMAT PAGI SEMUA... <3 SAYANG MUHAMMAD FIRDAUS BIN ABD RAHMAN

time check:06:11am

03112012

im happy now

2011-12-30T09:41:00.000-08:00

heylo all...

i cn tell that im the happiest person for now....

im back with my ex...

n yah... hopefully everytink will change for the better...

i will never do the same mistake again..

i wont be control u, although im not.

but its ok... im fine with it....

i love u... yes i love u,....

forever till my last breath...

im sickk n tired chasing after u....

hahahaha... ! nehh not really ah..

alamak!! penat ah nk update ! pnjang nah citer.. nnt lahh ehy..

ni tgh penat ni... hmm... tak cukup tido,hahah

k bye

alots things going on !

2011-12-13T10:04:00.000-08:00

Although things happen too fast, but theres always something that going on in my mind.

the curiousity will always be there, no matter what...

its aint that easy..

lets make things straight to the point while it cn...

i don't like to be COMPLICATED...

seriously.. enough of once && not gona be twice.... !!

the memories is still in my mind...

2011-12-06T10:29:00.000-08:00

hey fir,

although it been a month plus, that we had no longer together...
but the memories is still fresh in my mind...
everyday and everywhere i go, somehow u will always came across my mind....
i dunno why its so hard to move on...
although theres alot that hurts me...
i hate this kind of feeling...SERIOUSLY!

you know till today i still not yet find your replacement..yes ! but indeed theyre just a friends of mine...
i just cant find someone like you who love to jokes ard...
that is the most part i like about u...
but other than that .. like hurtings ppls feeling is just out of my list!

other than that, i want to apologise if ive hurt u...
i know i keep on texting u all the nonsense msgs,
but i know u wont dare to reply me bck! i dont mind too....
im just being too mad at u lah.. tts y...

firstly oso i pity u lah...
i understand, mybe before this u kene control dgn i...
but now i tknk the same thing happen to u again..
sekarang boleh la u accept ape2 yg dia buat kat u...
tapi nnt in the future u will feel the rimas n jelak...
mira dah paham sgt perangai fir mcm mane...
so mira tau how is MUHAMMAD FIRDAUS BIN ABD RAHMAN...

till now pn fir blom brani agi nk bwk dia jmpe ngn kak naz...
apesal ehy ? curious...hhmmm... da lah... lambat2 pn kak naz akan accept dia btl tk..?
hmmm...

fir... mira rindu sngt2 dgn fir....
maseh terigt agi time2 we use to spent tgther....
how i wish, i cud still go out with u...
spent time tgether with u ....
jokes around with u, n takng photos with u...

till today u can see that my profile at fb theres alot of urr album...
i only del one album, the main album of our photo...
&& till today , in my fone all of ur photos is still inside my hp...
urgh!!!

NTAH LA....susah pe nk lupakan ko !! urgh!!
this sat ader escort....klau fir trn da kecoh..
hmm... nxt mnth sp ny anniversary.. hmm..
hais....ntah lah

k signing off...
DOZE off..
nite nite....

misses, mira

till today....

2011-12-02T00:27:00.000-08:00

Till today.... i just cant get over it..
Fuck sia...!! Asl susah sgt ?! Ape bgus nah si muhammad firdaus ni?? Cibz sak!! Sumpah aku nk lupakn dia...
Smpi hari ni aku terigt sal dia, although aku tau dia da move on...
But i really hate that gal... shes too controlling sia !! Arghh... i just wish cud haf him bck. miz him like hell...)': i just not ready to move on...!!!!!!!!!!

maafkan mira.....

2011-11-10T23:39:00.000-08:00

Maaf kan mira fir....

mira mmg takde niat pn nak benci fir ataupn kurang ajar dekat fir, tapi mungkin mira rasa tadi mira da btl2 ny membara dgn fir... tu sbb mira kluakan semua yg terpendam dlm hati mira. Mmg bkn sng utk lafazkn kata yang i benci u, tapi mira pakse kn diri mira so fir terus agik jauh dri mira. Mmg sumpah mira ckp smpi skrg mira blom blh lupa kan muhammad firdaus bin abd rahman. Orang yang paling i sayang slame nie.... melainkan tuhan dan ibu bapa mira.

Hati berat sangat nak tgl kan alam cinta antara mira dan fir.. knapr bkn kita yang buat keputusan alik dan bersatu alik?? Knape?? Haisss...

Im sorry fir......

my last msg that i sent u...

2011-11-04T13:15:00.000-07:00

Fir.. lastly before mira btl2 move on... lepaskn mira dgn rela hati fir. Mmg mira syg fir, mira mungkin da buat silap, maafkn mira,klau ada peluang yg kedua mira akan ubah2 sgale galeny. Mira tknk gnggu fir. Mira tau fir masih nk enjoy.. g la... fir ada kehidupan sendiri. Jgn lupa mira k? Sejauh mane pn fir pegi, mira akan ttp dkt sini tgukn fir. Mira tau, mira syg fir dan fir syg mira... dgn hati yg sesuci ni. Mira kasi fir bebas..... klua dgn kwn2 fir. Igt je jnji mira, ape2 pn mira ttp dkt sini dgn fir... mira rindu ubby...

Mira da tk akan jd mira yg dulu lagik...(: thx for everitink. U will realise when u lose it my dear ..

every sentences theres a meaning in it... understand it...

2011-11-03T11:16:00.001-07:00

" Silence is a girls loudest cry, you know she's really hurt when she starts ignoring you. "

Don't mix between my personality and my attitude. Because my personality is ME and my attitude depends on YOU! ♥

I'm sorry I constantly want to talk to you. I'm sorry when you take long to reply, I get sad. I'm sorry if i say things that might piss you off. I'm sorry if i come off as annoying. I'm sorry if you don't wanna talk to me as much as i wanna talk to you. I'm sorry if i think about you too much and too often. I'm sorry if i tell you about my pointless drama when you don't really care. I'm sorry if i come off as being clingy, but its just me missing you
we met, we flirted, we texted, we laughed, we cried, we stayed up just to talk to each other, we went out, we had good times, and we said I love you. then over time we drifted apart. now we don’t talk everyday, we don’t laugh together, we don’t even see each other, but deep down we both know we still love each other.

We ignore each other & try to pretend the other doesn't exist , but deep down we both know it wasn't suppose to end like this
Someday, I may be faraway from you, but I promise, I'll never forget you, Because with someone like you life can be worth living! Whatever happens, You'll always be in my heart!

I miss u soo much...
Few daes time its supposely our 1yr...
Argh !!!!!!!!!

- wherever i go u will always in my mind...
-ur pillow is the one that i hug..(like as if im hugging u)
-ur words n the way u talk, always came out from my mouth..
-what u do to me, is hw i do to the person who want to be with me..),:
-i miss all the fun that we go through.. how i wish cud turn bck the time...
-every single day, i will always say out ur name...
-hw i wish to haf u in my life bck
-hugging u, kissing me on my forehead, jokes with me...

ARGHHHH....
I MISS MY HUBBY.... )':
Till nw u stil take u as my hubby..
I try to move on bt i cnt !!! Argh...

Mira nk ubby.....!!! Pls gimme bck..

Remember you forever.....

2011-10-31T09:57:00.000-07:00

hey my dearest muhammad firdaus,

All this while, ure the guy that always in my heart. whatever you do to me... im still here standing strong with you, until the day u ask to leave u all alone...its hard for me to move on without u in my life....ive plan alots for our 1yr, but all that went to waste...

yes, this few daes, theres one guy name wan cntacting me.... but frankly in my heart i say, n i told him, we could only be friends as my heart is still for my guy... i try to love him but i cant.. whenever he called me i started to feel lazy to talk to him as how u were to do to me...psl we usualli dont talk otp that much...u know what ? i miss you soo much..! mostly i miss MAK N AYAH.. i miss them..

''mak, ayah, maafkn mira, mungkin between me n fir da tkder jodoh,...mungkin dri mata fir, mira blom cukup sempurna utk dia....insyallah klau ader jodoh mungkin akan bertemu di dunia ni lagik....''

i know, your sis tell me everything about u, n i know u baru je nak kenal dunia ni, mmg terus terang i ckp, i nye org tak pandai nk enjoy....tpi u, bru nk phm erti enjoy, while actualli at ur age of 22 u shud learnt hw to rilek.... hais.. yah diff ppl diff perspective... its ur life fir, i cant say much.. mcm2 u ckp ngn i psl mak ngn ayah tak suka i, but end up kak naz ckp yg dorg sendiri suroh kak naz blg i yg diorang takde issue ngn i. i paling sedih yg u guna kan name dorg utk buat i jauh ngn u..takpe la fir..... i terima all tis...its okay...

i da anggap family u mcm family i sendiri...i rindu klua ngn u ... ketawe ngn u.... bergurau dgn u... lari2 dgn u.... segale gale nye i rindu.....

rindu panggil u b....

rindu u ckp '' ape ! u mengidam nak makan buah cherry b ?! ''

hmm.... cara2 u bbl...

selalu ader dlm fikiran i...

i akan igt janji2 i dgn u:

simpan rambot panjang

i akan simpan rambot i panjang....

itu janji i.....

i love you more than u ever know ♥

2011-10-15T10:23:00.000-07:00

its 1.30am

i guess ure sleeping dear...

but indeed, i nvr give up to keep calling u..

u can see hw many miss call i give u...

yeah... maybe ure too tired.. i try to understand that..

firstly, i miss u....secondly, i love u...

i edit a photo of us...

so can go n wash it... n can put @ ur fone holder (van)

as i promise to edit the photo...

how is it ? you like it ? hopefully...

dear, i want u to know u mean everything to me...

no matter what happen, like how i promise u...

i will never leave u...

& ive promise myself not to hurt u....

&to take good care of u...

lots of love,

amirashafiqah

for hubby ! READ IT !

2011-10-15T00:41:00.000-07:00

Just because I'm here for you all the time, doesn't mean you can take me for granted
I'm going to smile like nothing is wrong, talk like everything is perfect, act like it's all a dream, and pretend like it's not hurting me.
A girl's status will tell you more about how she feels than she ever will.
I don't miss him, I miss who I thought he was. I don't love him, I love who he could've been.
Forgive me for loving you too much, and I'll forgive you for not loving me enough.
Sometimes I wonder if u think about me when I'm not around
It feels really good to wake up in the morning with a few new unread text messages on my phone from u.
Being the best is great, I'm number ONE. But being unique is greater, I'm the ONLY one.

all

of this sentences has a meaning beyond it...

read it && understand it...

u may not understand it... but u will realise it.

LOVE U firdaus...

Introducing Me (only me)

2011-10-13T07:29:00.000-07:00

hello peeps !

waiting for my hubby msg me that his home^.^

but till now a single msg nor called i didnt received any yet...

where have u been dear..??

its ok, i dont want to start the first move again to find u..

its ok if u dont want to inform me anything.. im fine with it...

im worry so much abt u....

SERIOUSLY SAYANG, i dont want to control u k.

thats so not me...

i want our r/s to go on smoothly without any disturbance && no more EGONESS....

he called me ...starting with his nice tone.. but end up with his madness,

n i called him again he reject it... SORT SAK...

b, sikit pn niat i tk de nak control u sey,.. sumpah...

tdi i ckp, U BLEH KEJE SITU, situ tu keje spore post...

tpi perangai jage.. blom i abes ckp u nk tarok ...

ni la perangai u yg paling burok... blom abes ckp nk tarok

tk sempat nk explain ahhh.. hais.. bb....

kenape la degil sgt....

gasak u la b.. its ur choice, i decide it for ur own good.

but still u tknk.. ok la..

i cant force u...

its ok.. all the best in ur life k.. i will still support u if i can... (=

which is right & which is wrong?

2011-10-11T21:40:00.000-07:00

WHICH IS WHICH?

Sape btol n sape salah?

aku cnfused la sesagt...

tgk skrg hubby yg uat hal..

aku yg kene tangung ni sume..

baik b.... hais...n seriously ah b..

im sick n tired of all this crap!

mane dgn aidah nye perangai ahh..

this happen since feb k.

think bck.. for hw long u nid to do tis to me..

&& i just nid to sit n watch only...

yahh good. recently, a gal just call me.

n say that aidah confronted her...

so, i say what did she confront u...

n that gal say she so down ...

coz of my guy, that she trusted as a fren,

tell aidah the whole story,

what that ''gal'' had told u...

OMG b !! i dont believe u do all that....

tsktsktsk!!

BERTOPENG BTOL LAKI AKU NI...

ahhaah

pity u ah...

hmm....

u never realise what ure doing syg...

u ruin ppl's life ok...

its ok u do it to me..

but nt to the others...

i knw i still cud adapt with u...

n i understand u well....

but one fine day, i will also really getting so fed up with u....

if really this gonna keep on happening for quite sometimes...

i tell u, prepare for the worst....

because all human beings, knw how to feel frustrated with this kind of attitude that u giving me.

U LIE TO ME U GAIN NOTHING

BUT U LOSE THE TRUST, THAT I HAVE TOWARDS U

)= IM SORRY B

but the trust towards u is ZERO

SENTOSA ( celebrating kak naz bdae)

2011-10-11T07:58:00.000-07:00

HEYLO.... my hubby is wondering why i only update during im down...

but when im happy i didnt update a single things at my blog.

so i explain to him la... i say

< < WHEN I'M HAPPY, I FORGET EVERYTHING > >

AS IN I DIDNT USE MY LAPPY AT ALL...ONLY MY FONE TO ACCESS FB .

HAHAHAH...

so today i prove to him that i update abt a happy

moment k b.....

so basically on the 101011''

kak naz birthday....

happy birthday kak naz....

Earls swensen....

actualli i felt so happy on that day...

i gotta spent time with hubby for the whole day...

hahaha.... && the best thing is ... its on a day time !!

fuh happening giler nye....

all the prob just cn throw into the dust bin. ahahah

having so much fun with hubby, kak naz n fazli....

when to sentosa....

Activity:

- swim at the beach & suntanned

-luge & skyride *the most exciting activity...hhehe

-earls swensen (eat ice cream)

-jb ( sheesha)

SKYRIDE & LUGE !!

earls swensen (ice cream time )
hehehhe

LOVE IT !!!

happy happy happy...

kk dada.. nk ngok utube !! wee...
byebye....

B, ILOVEU... hHahahahah

let it out!

2011-10-08T09:37:00.001-07:00

i want to go out !!!! urgh !!! boleh aku dok umah hari sat... yah!! while u ! f*** uh !

i feel like shouting in my house now !! seriously....

yeah ! i just feel my teenage life is all gone to waste with this kind of life partner that i have...

sometimes i need to have my own time out...

but when think back i know...it can work out...

but when i think back.. till when i nid to be patience with him

i got my life.... i got my own things... && life need to move on....

ya tuhan ku ... ku mohon pertunjukkan mu... agar sedarkan la diri ku ini....

adakah ape2 yg aku lakukan slame nie adalah keputusan yg betol, ataupn sekadar terlalu syang kn dia hingga aku buta dan tak nampak ape yg sedang berlaku...

aku mungkin boleh bohong pada diriku, tpi bkn pada hati ku...

hais....

blog is the only place for me to let it out actualli....

hais... till when i need to adapt with all this...

while his enjoying with his life out there...

come on mira.... i know u were strong enough...

i know u cud do it....

but the point is... cn realli my love towards him fade away??

i dont tink so.... how i wish i cud enjoy my teenage life with him...

happy with him...

i love him with all my heart... but whats the point...??

whats the return that i get??? ZERO !!! urgh !!

i need to stop all this somewhere.... i know i cud do it...

hais... keras kan hati mira.... && move on !!!!

whats the point crying for someone who doesnt care !?

whats the point think so much for someone who doesn bother abt me?!

whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy ?~~?~~

im sick n tired of thinking....

off now...

goodbye....

-amirashafiqah

dearest

2011-09-27T08:19:00.000-07:00

hey bloggie....

how u guys been doing..?? for one months didnt update my blog...

ne way im too pressure todaay..... !! ARGH !! i cant trust that girl....

DEFINATELY...!!n my flirty guy!!

omg !! i miss him so much !! like hell..!! been 3 daes nvr interact face to face at all !

nampak kat keje mcm nk pelok je klau di ikotkan hati...

yelakan... aku je sayang kan kau..

kau mane tawu syg aku !! geram sak !!!

msg je tu pmpan slalu...

part aku suroh msg susah...

hais... fir3.... nk ajak bbl ssh...

bbl pnjang sikit ckp i membebel..

kgd2 i tak tau ape lagik nk buat dgn u...

i btl2 rasa nk tglkn for the moment to tink bck...

am i worth for u after all this while.....

maybe thats the best for us....

im sick n tired of everithink....

i let u b by urself for now...

let u be independent without me....

i knw u cn still survive...

be strong dear...

without me u still have her...

she cn accompanied u....

whrever u are...

unlike me, yg suke membebel n mrh2 dkt u..

but whatever it is....

my love for u will nvr fade away....

thats my werd, && keep my werd......

forever u will be in my heart...

although theres alwaes an obstacles in our rlshp...

i will alwaes try my best to save it.....

im gona miss ur smile n stupid jokes !! miss all that....

Preparation for hari raya

2011-08-28T07:08:00.001-07:00

hello ! lets move it today...

im so pissed off today but yet, life need to move on...

hari raya org happy, aku kat sini mengamok ngan matair aku...

hais... heran ah kan... kadang2 aku rasa da tak leh tahan...

tapi ape leh buat .... dah syg ny psl... ttp tunggu n bersabar jek...

why cant he sacrifice for me??

yer. aku paham la.. kau kan da ader cutting sendiri...

but doesnt mean u shud put me aside..

n just dont bother... wadever it is, im still ur gf...

i nvr stop u from what u wanna do. but this is ur return to me..

thanks...

tak guna la klau aku nk berstory panjang..

just waste of my bloody time....

might as well i continue to kemas rumah...

but the fact is, i just cant simply let the problem out of my BLOODY mind...

urrggghh! FCUK LA !!!

SORT SAK OTAKK !!!

ALL ABOUT YOU

2011-07-17T01:15:00.000-07:00

Muhammad Firdaus bin Abdul Rahman

The guy that ive been with, since 091110''

The guy that go through up and down with me

"Love distills desire upon the eyes, love brings bewitching grace into the heart."

Its true people say, true love will have alot of obstacle,

but on how we could manage to handle it or not.

its almost 8months me n him together, yet the truth is lots more to know & i guess theres alot more i didnt know about him.....

the real him

for now what ive know:

his not a romantic guy
his a mommy boy
playful guy
cheerful guy
to be honest he doesn't really bother about his's girlfriend at times only
his a person, NATO ! ( no action talk only) haha
love to make me so pissed off

okay la, although there is a negative side on him, but yet i could patiently adapt with it, n still standing strong right here, && lead him back to the right path....

im not sure too, if he does really knows how much i do love him,

yeah ! he easily get mad, if i share my prob to others,

but why must he get mad, i got no one to share with. his a person takes things easily like as if nothing happened....

''no matter what happen i need to adapt with it,

it all because I LOVE YOU......''

♥ UR BELOVED WIFEY,

AMIRASHAFIQAH

Damn bored

2011-06-14T06:38:00.001-07:00

No more longer can use the lappy.

my lonely day

2011-06-12T13:45:00.000-07:00

Jalan cerita cinta aku ini sungguh pelik, haha..

tapi ape aku tau, aku dah janji ngn ubby takkan assume sembarangan lagik,

aku sayang dia lah, sampai aku takot sngat akan kehilangan dia

aku da serik semenjak semalam tuu.

dia off hp satu hari,

buat aku risau aje.

thanks eh b....

sampai semalam aku mengharap sngt yg dia dapat turon chalet anak sedare aku nyer bdae after dia gy makan2 ngan family dia, but end up tak pon.

dia tak dtg terus pn, ape aku tau pakcik makcik aku,

sedare mare, sume tanyer '' mane fir tak dtg??''

aku terpaksa la jawab ''tak dia ada,g makan2 ngn family dia'',

u see, okok....brb.... abg aku ni da nk angun la...

nnt ku cntinue.. dada

finally...

2011-06-12T12:40:00.001-07:00

hello loves,

CURRENTLY :

its 3.46am... & im not sleeping yet....

btw, just dont fellow my blog time...

its not an exact timing n date kay...aahaha...

i dont know how to adjust it...

ne way, im watching litar kasih now...@youtube

just to layan my eyes that cant sleep till now,

the movie is about a love story.

okay, now im done with that movie by 4.30am

next movie, gemerlapan... oh gosh ! citer romantic..

hehehe... so sweet ! wee....

LOVE STORY:

me & hubby doing good now.... !

dear god, hopefully after this me n my hubby will doing good all the way....

i just dont want any other people to interfere my relationship anymore..

it makes us become so miserable...

luckily me n hubby could that all that patiently..

k lah im done .... tada.....

why is this feeling still there?

2011-06-09T19:07:00.000-07:00

When u feel something not right in your heart ??

Will u ever want to find it ?

What's not right down there?

because seriously i just don't feel good right now...

i heard my hearts says, ''something not right somewhere....''

yeah... i just do trust my heart than any other people....

so what actually i should do right now? urgh !! im so confused!

that's someone yet put a pressure on me.. post all the unnecessary post...

thanks ehy.... klau aku main hembus... ada chance ubby akan mengamoknyer pat aku...

tapi tk main hembus, skali dia bodoh2 kn aku dr blkng cmnE??

eheh, takotnye.....tk tau la.... haiyoo... !!

im lazy to think that much, but what can i do, this thing will appear by itself.....

seriously its true... i just called him... n yah.. i force him to say it... but he did declared himself...

thanks.... ubby, i just need time....

i know u'll be okay without me...... dont find me at the moment....

let u feel how i need u all this while.....

seriously, i do love u.... im sorry.... its the best for us.......

taking care,

love mira......

plenty of time

2011-06-09T03:04:00.000-07:00

The bored-ness do make me gone mad, stay at home everyday,

urghh... freaking bored... doing nothing.... only at night meet hubby...

pfft!!! today's night planning to watch horror thai movie....called LADDA LAND !

wooohhoooo.....

Next week Tuesday i got an interview at Tuas as a RECEPTIONIST !! an office hr...

good!! but the destination is quite far.. but its okay... coz transport is provided.

hopefully i got that job.... i really in need of money.. ahahah !!

The latest update for me

2011-06-04T23:50:00.000-07:00

hello.....!!

it seems that today is the nice weather to sleep.

well, i'm not working anymore,

so i'm free to sleep all the time that i want.

yesterday i reached him at 3....went to Paya Lebar fetch hubby.

&& ya, [[da alang-alang kepalang]] kn...

assist la ubby sekjap. tolong dia arranged surat mane nk anta. so gedebak gedebik gedebuk... kul 5.30 da bes anta brg sume, but dia nk pasang kipas dua2 side, sampai kul 7 gtu ahh bru abes...

then after that we went to his base and take his bike & go off.

from there we go to his place as he wanted to changed his clothes. so after changing we went to ehub !!! sapurdurkkk !!! but end tak jadi... pasl iphone punye psl... i almost get that fone. haiyo.stupid of me. bt nvm da tkde rezeki.

so end up tk jd mkn pat ehub.

we went to SAFFRON!! at tamp.

then from there went straight to jurong meet all the sp's guys...

at teh tarik

lepak all the way with them till 2am.

n moving off..... hahahhaha

having fun laa... seriously... with all the jokes that they give me.

it does makes my stress all hilang sekejap.

without me noticing it. ahahaha

relationship process:

still the same. but i just don't know. it confused me. but i know my hubby do only love me ,that is what always came in my mind when i think back about it. seriously, yeah i may think negative, always, its just for our own good. i don't want to lose him for sure..

So to the girl who i'm referring to, i hope u understand what i'm trying to say. && i hope u won't contact my hubby anymore. just took it as his someone elses..... thanks for your understanding..

k la i think i have update alot today till here then,

misses u all....

Amirashafiqah

work on weekend?!?!

2011-05-20T21:21:00.000-07:00

Sungguh berat kaki aku hendak bergerak pergi ke kerja....

hari SABTU !!!!! weekend!!! i should be at home enjoying my time with fam & my love ones!!!

what the hell.....!!! seriously, i just cant adapt with this kind of situation!!! urgh !!!

nak BENTI nak BENTI nak BENTI !!!!!!!!

ohh ,MY GODNESS sake !! sampai biler aku nk kene tahan !!! da tk tahan agk !!!!!

pfft !!ubby lagikk..... jeles kan aku.... dia kata abes keje kawan die da invite dia g jemputan kwn dia mlm ni...... !!! urgh !! TAK CAYA NYER..... !!! nvm..... but make sure kul 0100 die amek aku klau tk !!!! SIAP KAU !!!!

hahaahahahahahahahahaha......

boring boring boring !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

till here

2011-05-19T06:29:00.000-07:00

k la actualli i gtg nw ... nk amek hubby alik....

tengah gadoh ni... mcm2 prob la nowades....

pffttt !!!! tapi aku sbagai pompan harus tabah menghadapi semua halangan.....

hahahaha....

k la i go off now... see u again next time... tata!!

cya love !!!! ciao!!!! ((}=

cinta itu buta

2011-05-19T06:25:00.001-07:00

cinta tak boleh dipaksa...

memang payah la nk paham kan masing2 punye perangai...

klau benar mereka saling cinta kita, sudah tentu kita dapat merasakanya

pabila sedang bercinta ada2 saja masalah yg akan timbul...

tak kira la dari segi ape2 pon....

confirm ader jek.... curang ke, tipu ke, mcm2 lagi ahh...

sampai tak terkata la....

naik tk kuasa la......

biarlaa pape nk jadi....

kita harus tabah menghadapi nya......

my fav song for now

2011-05-19T06:15:00.001-07:00

lagu aku paling aku minat skrg.... ehehehehe

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untuk katakan ku ingin dirimu (ingin dirimu)

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ungkapkan itu rasa yang membelenggu
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my off day today

2011-04-19T21:37:00.000-07:00

hello... what a bored day today?? but a nice weather to sleep..

its raining... ahahahah... how lovely it is.. eheheh..

okay anw.... how are u people?? for me hmm... so far im doing great...

relationship:so far so good la... only that day.... a big misunderstanding between me n my guy....

just because one of his close fren... i mean i dun hate him.... but some how he just make me hate him... wth... i knw what im doing obviously.... i dont mean to control my guy...

my guy say ... his ok with it.... so be it la.... u cant adapt that because u are just not ready to be in a relationship.... n thats y till now u dont have a gf....hmmm.....

wadever .. im too tired to stress out abt his fren....

lets moving on......

basically, everything doing fine la... thats about it...

as long i am happy da ok lah tuh...

job time: hmm... im on solo readi... no more mentor.... all by myself... check in by myself.everything la by myself....so i need to be more careful.....thats all...

my birthday: 18apr......

so bored..... coz i need to go werk at 0100am till 0900am.... so once i reach home i off to sleep....at nite meet my guy awhile.... n tats for the day.... so sian.....

n lastly.......

IM OFF TO SLEEP NOW.... ARGHHH... NICE WEATHER...........

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........

im back again

2011-02-26T03:49:00.000-08:00

hello !! im back !

i apologise coz i didnt update my blog for quite sometimes.
as im too busy working && too tired to update my blog.
okay, btw... my life have been great all this while...

working moment :

hmm.. i'm still under course till next months.
n shooo !! out to teminal ! && SHIFT WORK !!!

Relationship journey:

so far me and my hubby doing great. yeah ! only i caught him one tyme, contacting one girl, a girl working at the same place with him,.... SINGAPORE POST !! nie sume pakcikk2 yang tua ganyut !! tuu gatal nak mampos!!!

pass no fey pat pompan tu. & lelaki biasa la kan .. PANTANG DICUIT !! urgh !!! k but at last he promise me never do it again. aahahah!! but the most scariest part is, his CRYING infront of me.. hahaha ...

he scared that im gonna take revenge towards him.. haahah...ohh thats obviously not my type la d... hahaha.... so cute he cry !!! awwwww..... heheheh !k other than that he doing great ! but STANDARD la kan, in a relationship, mesti ader gadoh2 merajok2 bru datang pujok memujok ! (= wee..... i LOVE u la ubby !!

lets go to the ZOO !! ( zoo trip) :

20/02/2011

accompany him wash his bike !

2010-11-23T22:05:00.000-08:00

cuci motor !!!!!!

after finish washing his bike, he start to posing with his super 4..

stop it b.... ahahahaha

my lovely fey....

2010-11-23T21:48:00.000-08:00

hello peeps ! ehehee... i do love fey very2 muchi2...

hehehhe... no others in my heart...

hehehe... love you love !!

it is funny if u know how we get through each other.. unbeliveable...

things happen too fast.... wee.. & im living happily with him by myside alwaes....

the way he talk n smile will always be in my heart....

miss u b !

later we mit kk?? ehehhe

clark quay to changi village.....

2010-11-13T11:58:00.000-08:00

Helo PeEPS !!!

Well i feel so happy n glad of my love....
I do love fey so much....
So just nw we go out together... having lots of fun....
Eventhough theres lots of thing we nid to go through up n down together but yet he still here with me till nw.

I Wish me n him will be 4ever till last of my breath...

&&to the other who cnt gt through my no i am so sorie coz i have change a new no... which nt all of u cud gt easily only my buddy n the love ones Will noe it.... hehe.. sowie ppl.
If aniting to mentioned or ask me u may pm me at fb ... hehe....

k lah my eyes cnnt angkat readi...
my love had gone to slp ... so nw its me... gdnyte peep!!!!
switdweam.....

n lastly, love u love.......

confusion

2010-11-12T10:49:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i dont understand what i feel confuse abt....
Hmmm..... yes.. i did trust hym ... bt at the same time i scared he cntct others behind me......
Ive lose my fwen..... so nw nt my lover....
Aint worth it.....
Hw i wish i cud clear my mind up n alwaes tink positive....
Yeah .... im too scared....
N Think so much abt it..... tats y everitink be a mess 4 me.....

Nw its the time to show my sincerity n honesty....

I hope to be wif him 4ever.......

how??

2010-11-06T00:42:00.000-07:00

HOW ??? which one to follow dude?? im under cnfused....

to go with sucy or go out with ayeez....??

hmm.... confused de.... !!

HELP ME.... !! but i tink i shud follow ayeez... since sucy is out for a date.... yup.... !! hmmmm =)

im feeling down

2010-09-13T23:53:00.000-07:00

hey....
im feeling down now....
i dont understand whats going on with me...
nari berjiwangan .... i dunno whats wrong with me...
dengar lagu apit sume....

pfft !!! maybe i just remember about my past ....
yup2.... i should stop think about it and move on...
mira... mira.....

the more you think the more sadness u will become....
yah... so just move on.... thats all..... why must i keep thinking about u sia??
haiss..... im sick looking at ur fb....

ya allah tuhan ku kuat kan la smgt ku...
im too weak at all this..... )=

dikir amal....

2010-09-05T04:19:00.000-07:00

The precious moment :

heelllo.... hey... yeah!

erm, these are some photos that been take yesterday at geylang, dikir amal.

me and a few bdk2 dhiya combine with endang to perform....

having lots of fun although im sweating all the way...

hehhehehe.... &&&

i saw my friends bdk2 dikir from durba & anak seni

&& yes, wawan is also there...

hmm..... buat ragam.... tpi mata pandang lain...

hahahaha

pandangan aper tu eehh?? ehehhe

lols... after that go lepak for awhile with him & sucy....

then went back home straight...

''i wish that the day wouldn't end that fast''

so that we wont go separate ways...

its hard to let go off ur hand...

hmmm....

GEYLANG iftar with dhiya dk!

2010-08-30T05:53:00.000-07:00

CHAK ! ahahahaha....

im having fun with all the ladies yesterday!

SO FUN !!!

wee......i break fast late...

at ard 7.45 i tink...because theres alot of orders nid to be sent there...

my fren had finish eating me n si SUCY

bru nk start makan... ciann...

&& btw

on my way there ....

i saw few ppl that i knoe...

one of them is my ex... hahahaha

si ACIT tu...lols..

n one more anjat gal2 nmpk die...

ahahahhaa... :p ader hati lak tuh nk g tumbok muka aku..

ahhh....

ahahahahaha

si aidil tuh....

n one more person.... when lepaking at beside sing post under mrt track....

someone shout my name.....i didnt know who that guy is....

when i reach home on9 my fb.....

my fb fren la skali... hhaha.... tpi tk recognise langsung...

da gelap tempat tuh...

kwang2....

to see more

lots more photos ......

@ my facebook...

thanks.... (=

hahahah

birthday abang && cik mamat !

2010-08-28T02:00:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

MOHAMMAD BIN YACOB
&
AMIRUL SHAFIQ BIN JABRI

MAY GOD BLESS YOU (=

preparation for hari raya....

2010-08-23T04:51:00.000-07:00

my handbag ! k this not ori la... definately.... hahhaah..... but i dun care .... weee... (=

this is my high heel....

i want white in colour....

but theres no sizes for me...PFFT !

glue for my FAKE EYELASH !

MY BLUSHER !

&& Lastly my fake eyelashes! ehehehe

Things not in blog (pictures):

-baju kurung songket (pink)

-baju kebaya songket (purple) first day

-my ring ! hehehe

Not yet buy:

-my hair accessories

-inai henna

i thinks thats for now....

i cant remember what else...

hahahaha (=

i miss them !!!! )=

2010-08-15T05:39:00.001-07:00

classmate:

dikir BARAT :

MISS ALL OF THEM SO MUCHIE2 !!!! MANY2!! MUAX2 !!

i want to go out??

2010-08-15T02:30:00.000-07:00

i want to go GEYLANG !!

pfft ! mendak sit at home ! lols ! ahahah

i want to join the crowd over there...

hahahahah (=

bler nk ader class outing kee atau dikir outing??

ahahah boring siol ! hari2 pat umah uat boodoh !

aku tgk org lain gerek je....

hari2 ader plan bkn cm aku...PFFT !!! binget ! ahahaha

date : 14 aug

2010-08-14T06:44:00.000-07:00

boring one whole day sit at home do nothing ! pfft !

planning to go out ! but no idea to go where....

hmmm ! i miss berDIKIR ! ahahaha....

next week den gt training i think ! ahaahha (=

lols! seriously somemore i gt two weeks of holidays...

what shud i do?? any idea ?? hmm.....

the best thing is just 24/7 update my blog! facebook ! twitter ! & tagged !

twitter

2010-08-12T06:50:00.000-07:00

kay now i know how to use the twitter....

hahaha... okay it seems interesting..

hahhah (= lols.... now my fb && twitter is where i always update everiting....

LOVE: its complicated ! my heart is still for him...

how hard i try to move on....

hais......

the love story (=

2010-07-28T04:14:00.000-07:00

Antara aku dan dia

terpaku ketika pertama kali melihat awak...
perasaan terasa lain di dada....
bermain seni yang sama...
senyuman awak membuat kita terasa awak la orgnye...

bila da kenal satu antara lain..
mula terbina rasa cinta
tpi tidak mudah untuk meluahkan nya..

semakin hari semakin mendalam perasaan ini..
ketika cinta mula berbunga...
tk kita sedar, bukan kita sahaja berada dengan awak..
ramai yg ingin kan awak sehingga awak susah nk buat pilihan...

mula timbul perasaan cemburu...
&& perasaan iri hati sana dan sini....

tapi kita cume boleh serah kn semua pada masa dan takdir yang akan menentukn semua.

kehadiran awak tidak pernah kita sesali..
awak membuat kita tersenyom
walaupun kita tau awak disini hanya sementara

awak takot untuk bercinta lagi....
kerana masa silam awak yang maseh menghantui diri awak...
semua itu sudah pun belalu dan semua tu ada hikmah disebaliknya...
tuhan tu menduga awak supaya awak berhati-hati dengan pilihan awak sekarang...

btol..... awak selalu betanya

''kenapa tk dulu...kenape skrg??''

tuhan berikan aper yg awak nak skrg...

tapi jangan salah gunakan apa pemberian dia.

kita cume ingin kan seseorang yang boleh bahagia kan kita dgn hati dan keikhlasan dan bkn dgn harta benda mereka......

BOOHOO....

MISSES......

pesta senandung rakyat COMP ! DIKIR BARAT

2010-07-25T03:57:00.000-07:00

PSR comp!

although we didnt win anything....
but we enjoy ourself up there....

=0 good job dhiya

blog is the way....

2010-07-22T17:46:00.000-07:00

it doesnt matter who you with...

it doesnt matter who u are...

it will always be u that will be in my heart....

no matter how hard i try u just simply still be in my mind..

trying hard to avoid u..... but my heart say ''YOU CANT mira ''
its about the feeling that i never feel all this while....

hais... although for just a shortwhile.....
but u mean lots to me....

through my blog is the best way to express my feeling.....
i just don't understand what i'm looking for in life....

the only i wishes for now is a happiness in my life...

whats going on??

2010-07-20T10:06:00.000-07:00

i dunno whats his feeling towards me actually..

just making me confuse with all of his action...

does my prove to him is not enough??

pfft !!! tired laa of everything....

k wadever it is.. time will tell everiting...

thats all... i need a break !!! okay go !

easy to say...... lets my love will be a secret of my heart !

k for dikir ...... my PSR comp this sun...

n i have not completed my ragam for all...

n i dun have the confident in it....

URGH ! k try my best....

&& good luck to my brother2 tanjak !!! ((:

wee....

n lastly... SCHOOL life ! Sucks like hell !!

serious shit i lazy to go sch since the timing like FUCK

hell yeah.... tmrow CONFIRM ku kene maki ngn cikgu..

ahahaha... aper aku peduli agikpn

ahhh !! k few months to go ! endure !!! urgh !!!

kay thats all i need to update.....

byebye ! ((:

BOOHOO !!

2010-07-18T09:41:00.001-07:00

im refering to u !!!! u !! u !!!!!!
why u didnt realise it?????
PFFFT !!!!

shes doing great

2010-07-17T10:26:00.000-07:00

ello people !!!
how are you?? ehehehe ... sorry2 ! didnt update feer quite sometimes...
im busy with my things n all...
ahaahaha

lols.... but seriously lahh... i busy with my tight schadule...
with my school && my dikir training...
which the comp is in a week time....

& all my ragam still corcupt ! pfft !!
ohh otak !! pls masok kn sume ragam dlm kepala otak ku...
hehehe

so stress up... with my school time table too..
i always end sch at 4 or 5.

finish sch go home change n straight go training !! k damn tiring.

&& the sad thing is dat......
last fri shud be i mit wan. bt end up i go training !!! PFFT !!
sorry to cancel last min..
i didnt realise that my comp is abt in a week time....
hmm... i know u mad at me... nehmind up to u laa....
u shud understand my situation... (:
up to u if u want to stick with ur old behaviour back...
hais..im tired readi... let u be !!!! but i will never give up in life....
hoping that u will realise one day....

hahahha.....
BOOHOO !!! lols ! hmm.. duno hw to explain laa.......
hard to understand whats going on actualli...
COMPLICATED!!!! arghh !! eheheheeh...
k FOLOW!!

byebye !!! tired ! mata cnt angkat readi...
from mornink i awake till now!! ahh !!! charlow bete !!

school re-open

2010-07-06T01:15:00.000-07:00

what a long tiring day for me....
PFFT !!
As sch reopen and the 2nd semester time table is a
long fucking day for me to stay at sch....

i start sch at 8am till 5pm.....

wah liao!! cn die !!!

argh !!!!!! PFFT !!

how can i survive in this way??

hmm......
yesterday i absent from sch ready...
ahaahahhah..... lazy laaa...
den i attend sch on tues...
and gt to know from my friends...
first module is S&W....

WAH NICE ~~~ run like hell

do work out !!! k im strong enough... thats it....

im sure that i wont be taking my napfa.... ahahahah....
im sure im gonna fail.... ehehheheh :P

lols!! k stop it...

get irritated with my ite schadule... not enough rest !

like a OFFICE HOUR....!!!

kay enduring !!!!

tatatatatata...

need to do my project for now...

having lesson....

takecare beb!!! ((:

♥ im yours

2010-07-05T02:34:00.000-07:00

♥♥LAFAZKAN CINTAMU

mengenalimu lelaki itu adalah detik-detik terindah dalam hidup iqah. dalam diiam dia menyedari hatinya mula berubah rasa. cinta pandang pertama itu makin mekar hari demi hari. namun, saat itulah dia tahu bahawa lelaki itu telah dimiliki.sewajarnya.....dia tidak akan cemburu cinta yang tak pasti !!

lantas, iqah terus memendam rasa, membiarkan cinta yang tak terucap itu tersimpan di lubuk hati. meskipun di mata lelaki itu terpancar selautan cinta, telah terbayang mahligai bahagia, namun dia nekad. cinta tak semestinya bersatu ! cukuplah sekadar memiliki hati lelaki itu, bukan tubuh badanya.dia cuba membuang jauh segala rasa yang penuh membuatnya bahagia.

''aduhai perempuan.....sampai bila mesti memendam rasa,sedangkan jiwa terus merana ? dengar dan lihatlah dengan mata hati serta akal fikiran, apakah terlalu payah untuk menuturkan kalimah suci itu? mencintai dan dicintai bukan satu dosa, malah ia adalah satu fitrah, anugerah ILAHI untuk setiap insan. lantaran cintamu, usah dibiarkan hati terus terluka.....''

kita dewasa dalam kenangan sebuah pertemuan
kita harungi bersama sukda duka ranjau kehidupan
maafkanku lelaki...kiranya terlewat
menyambut salam kasihmu.....

i love it !!!! nice story !!
will folow2.... ehehe
sign outs !!
muacks muacks !!

missing him

2010-06-30T01:56:00.000-07:00

hey, i still miss him....
urgh ! sorry fer all this while i lie towards u...
i just dun want to lose u again...
.....im sick of it......

theres always a reason for everything...
missing u badly....

Listen to my heart....

2010-06-28T05:19:00.000-07:00

we started to feel different after heard about it...
but in reality we doesnt know, is it true...?

so things had going on around me...
and i confused should i trust the words or not?
hmm... this thing had been in my mind for quiet sometimes
&& its hard to make a decision...

''Jika cinta dia jujurlah padaku, Tinggalkan aku disini tanpa senyumanmu Jika cinta dia ku coba mengerti''

maybe some arent happy looking at us ... yeah..
they were close ..and for me need to think far..
as in yah... when they were close anything can happen...
as in talking bad about us to each other....

he love me....
she love u....

get my point ?? nah its okeh...
forget it...

i just dont like to stress up myself...
it just that i dont understand why must this be in my life??
n making me hard....

why theres always a HALANGAN when im trying to make my life better?

k mira..
lets move on with life...
see wats next going on..

''still smiling n never give up in life''

babemira signing out !! whoosh....(:

jika cinta dia ....

2010-06-28T04:37:00.001-07:00

Jika cinta dia - geisha

Terlampau sering kau buat air mataku
Tak pernah kau tahu dalamnya rasa cintaku
Tak banyak inginku jangan kau ulangi
Menyakiti aku sesuka kelakuanmu
Ku bukan manusia yang tidak berfikir
Berulang kali kau lakukan itu padaku

Reff:
Jika cinta dia jujurlah padaku
Tinggalkan aku disini tanpa senyumanmu

Jika cinta dia ku coba mengerti

Teramat sering kau membuat patah hatiku
Kau datang padanya tak pernah kutahu
Kau tinggalkan aku disaat ku butuh kan mu
Cinta tak begini selama ku tahu
Tetapi ku lemah karena cintaku padamu

*
Jika cinta dia jujurlah padaku

Tinggalkan aku disini tanpa senyumanmu
Jika cinta dia ku coba mengerti
Mungkin kau bukan cinta sejati dihidupku

Back to * 2x

i love the song ~~ hheeheh....

wink ~

watch movie with lovely cuzie

2010-06-25T14:05:00.000-07:00

chak ! hahahha....
yeah...im having a fun time today..
as i spent the whole day wif my cousins...
firstly we go n book tickets at TAMP MALL (golden village)
we watch TOYS STORY3.....

after that we went to MACDONALDs
eat !!!! EAT ! hhahaa... n took lots of photos

after that at 9.20 we go up !! movie time !! heeheh
after finish watching around 11plus we decided to took bus ....
k this the best part where all start to be KECOH...
hehheheh ((: where we thought the last bus da tkder...tgh diri plan2 nk uatper...
suddenly bus no. 3 timbul.....lincah2 sume lari.. ahahahs...:P

k then after that we go to downtown mac... ahhhahah...
kat sane tk mkn cume rilek2 jer....
plan2 nk uat per... hahaha... so from downtown g central nyer NTUC beli carbonara..
aahaha... da alik ramai masak!! n time to makan !!! ahahahha.. yummmy !!
oh ya n before i forget nonnie ader beli ice creammm
so sblom naik kita dok bwh blk mkn ice cream... ahahha :P

SEDAAAPPPPPPP !!!

kk i damn slpy.... will update more photos tommorow....
ngantok liao.. hmmpf!!

feeling better ?

2010-06-25T02:02:00.000-07:00

hey ....
hows life? ahahha.. ((:
lols... k so as life going on im still here && being myself...
still smiling although theres alot of things going on around me...
saying this n that....

DIKIR LIFE

i dunknw actualli whats really going on...
hmmpf...mcm2 da jadi... with our PSR comp
that coming soon in a months time..

we didnt realli prepare things properly..
n about those gals who talks here n there

n to all those dhiya girls...
if i did aniting wrong or dgn tidak sengaja terkasar bahase...
i really apologise to all of u....

hopefully theres ntg animore rumours going on here n there...

LOVE

ntg much.. yeah tell him the truth is the best way...
but hmm i dunno laa....
hehehhe.. no more stress2 coz no use..
not only me theres also her...

so yah... he usualli ask, wats so special or gd abt him?
i dunno hw to ans actualli.. bt i try...

his diff from others guys...
the way he talk the way he jokes ard...
n the way he being himself....

but theres a thing i dun like about him also...
when he having a prob, yes, he will act weird ly....

hmmm.... he may not notice it but i realise everything...
the way he post at fb all... hehehe ((:
&& i also understand that he realli focusing on his CAREER nw....

''n one thing its not about putting a high hope or wadever...
as hu noes me they will noe what kind of person am i..''
enuf of shit that has going on before this... the past experience..
n since that i started to realise that no use putting a hope on somone
where there is no sign of love''

oh ya n one more thing....
im CONFUSED !! which one saying the truth??
hmmp... I just dont trust any of them...
yeah....

n btw i miss him....
not him... but him....him.... u noe him... ohhh u dunoo..
dont get the wrong person... ahahah.. :P nehnehneh....

ahahhaha.... find the right person n not only point on him !
yeah....

n taufiq... kau lebih baik stop ngn kau ny scarstic...
sblom aku debik kau !!
ahaahahha :P
lols!!

after reading this pls dun think different ly...
or act differntly....
just to let evrything out...
n how my life going on.....

k amira till here....
chiows !!!

i miss my house......

2010-06-19T07:22:00.000-07:00

my tweety bird && pooh !! hehehe

i miss my house so much !!
will be mitting you again in a few yers time....
hope that the person who rent my house
will take good care of it
hmmm

i gotta go my own way

2010-06-11T11:53:00.000-07:00

I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another color turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

Troy
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?

Gabriella
What about trust?

Troy
You know I never wanted to hurt you

Gabriella
And what about me?

Troy
What am I supposed to do?

Gabriella
I gotta leave

Troy and Gabriella
but ill miss you

Gabriella
So I've got to move on and be who I am

Troy
Why do you have to go?

Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy
I'm trying to understand

Gabriella
We might find our place
in this world someday
but at least for now

Troy
I want you to stay

Gabriella
I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am

Troy
What about us?

Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy
I'm trying to understand

Gabriella
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way

im not being myself

2010-06-11T11:03:00.000-07:00

boohoo ~~

honestly today so boring .... no one to layan me....
why??? story la ....k hmm.. lame...
my phone very the quiet...
i know my english very the corcupt..
but its okeh....

oh wth .... i feeel uneasy n uncomfortable ....
hais... ntah la.. giler kot aku ni..
ehehhe..... -.-
maklumla da tkder arah tujuan...

stop everything making me crazy....
but what to do....im trying to make him feel better by this way...
yes.... )):

slowly i try to adapt...
ARGH !!! but i cant .... !!

hmmm.. kkk stop thinking..
time to sleep now...
its 2.38am.........

nites2..........
((:

take care......

aint that easy...

2010-06-10T12:31:00.000-07:00

hey .....

its seems i didnt update my blog for quite sometime...
yah been bz wif my dikir training n my werk...
TIRING !! argh.... k but starting now onwards....
willl update regularly... yah .. coz my bro apply internet readi..
so its easy for me .. haahah :P k crap !

lets move on...

LOVE ??? as day goes by, my life is being so confused.... i dun understand
what does all this means?? as in love .. yah u know...
being so complicated...
where i dun even understand about my feeling..
shud i sacrifice for it?
hmm.... yeah .. truthly speaking... its hard to go on...
the smile on his face.. the joke he usually say.. yah all that...
hmm... he making me smile alwaes..bt i need to accept the fact that
me n him is just a fren n not more..
well his a gdlooking guy for those hu go for looks
but for me.... its about his heart that making me have a different feeling about it...
yyah u people may be wondering hu the guy is... but let it be a secret in my life...
hmm... k ''pandangan ape nie awak?? ahahaah ..... SAJE SERONOK ??'' hmm... kk.. stop it....

okehh... thats it for now... people say patient is virtue....
im okay, u okay?

ahaahha..

kkk stop it mira....

btw this sat my family will all move to fika house....
as our house will be rent..
yup...
im GONNA MISS U my house...

**crying** ahahhaa..

kk .... realli lah..
haiyoo..

k im still her n smiling....

pape picit.... hello2 !!

takecare !! love yaw !! ((:

mega perdana

2010-05-10T04:12:00.001-07:00

dhiya

yesterday is the competition....
MEGA PERDANA 2010
but we didnt make it to the final

HMM.... but its ok...
as it is our first comp.

it is an experience for us
so that we will try harder next time

insyaallah....
take care

photos of me n my classmate

2010-05-03T00:47:00.000-07:00

amirashafiqah

mel & me

amanda & me

us AGAIN !! hehehe

tata !

what they want ??

2010-04-28T17:58:00.000-07:00

'' i nid a miracle

i wanna be ur gal

give me a chance to see

that u are made for me ''

pick-a BOO !!!! heheheh.....

it just about a gal who trying to be herslf in many ways...

kwang kwang kwang !!

seriously today i lazy lah want to go sch...

hehehe.... hmm.... later feel like cabot sW..

gd idea !! yeay !! hehehe ((:

kk gtg tata... c u soon...

more && more about amira

2010-04-26T00:52:00.001-07:00

hey babes && bros.....

heheheh.... so how are u guys ? ?
hmm.. like usual im having my OsA lesson so i use this time to update my blog...

ahahah :P long day of skool todae.

i started class from 8am till 5pm ....

wah !! damn long ! && sumore later at 6pm im going for my dikir training.... !!!
argh !! nevamind, i must be strong....

because i need to polish up all my steps n my voices to be very prepared for the competiton....

MEGA PERDANA !!

hehehe (:

HOPING THAT TODAY TRAINING'S I COULD SEE THE FULL SQUAD OF AWOK2 !!

jyeah !!

ehehehe...

we can DO IT girls !!!

the time now is just 4pm....

i have another 1hr more to go....
k .... lets endure.... !!! chill kay mira!! hehehe.....

hehehe.... && im oso happy with my life...
i realli feel more comfortable with the way i am now...

yes !! && finally i understading the meaning of life....

hehehe...

that's doesnt mean i have someone in my life ...

as in steady2 ni sume....

NO EH~~~~..... not that .... eheheh

'' i feel so freedom like a bird fly in the air ''

frankly i got lots of friends. but no steady.... hehehe....

WASTE TIME !!!

k la till here..

lots of love....

amirashafiqah

happy birthday to me.....

2010-04-18T04:44:00.000-07:00

chak !! heheh... its my bdae todae...
hehehe... hmm... so yah theres ntg much goin on laa...
todae one whole dae sit at home

when i was practising for my dikir barat,it was unexpected that they planned a small birthday party for my birthday.i'm touched!thanks all friend. ((:
hehehe....

&& a swit gift from taufiq.....

JENGJENGJENG!
suddenly nana and her mom came to my house and bring along a cake!
AWHH! so sweeeeeiiiitttttt!hahahha
but till now,i have not cut the cake.waited for all to come home and celebrate!
i'm touched!hahahha.
now,waited patiently for pika to come here and cut the cake! yeahyeah!
THANKS DEE!!HAHAHHA.I LOVE YOU(dee loves you too yo)
spam with hearts!!

lino n fida weddings !!

2010-04-14T18:16:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU !!!
SEMOGA KEKAL KE ANAK CUCU !!

HEHEHHEE ((:

TANJAK TAULAN

DHIYA' NS

kata hatiku....

2010-04-14T17:59:00.000-07:00

yesterday while otw back home inside the bus ntg to do mah....

so i came out with some malay quotes.... hehehe ((:

read it && comment it....

abit nonsense laa...

but boring mah... so i anihow do lorh... kwang2 ~~

dari suara terus ke telinga

dari telinga terus ke hati

di dalam hati belum berpunya

hingga kini ku belum besedia

suara yang merdu memikat hati

belum berjumpa terasa cinta nya

hati ini selalu disakiti

apakan daya semua itu hanya sementara

adanya ia tidak ku suka

hilangnya ia terasa cintanya

dalam bercinta harus berwaspada

jangan sampai tercucuk durinya.

k im done.... so how was it?? hehehe ((:

tata...

dun disturb..

i want to concentrate on my studies !!! wee.. tata

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!

2010-04-13T19:11:00.000-07:00

For YOU:
muhammad syahrie bin jamaluddin

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !! ~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ARIE !! ~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !! ~

HEHEHE

((:

wish u all the best in ur life...

success all the way

tc dudes ~~

may god bless you

yours sincerely,

amirashafiqah

long tyme didnt update

2010-04-04T04:23:00.000-07:00

chak?! ello ppl ... sorie didnt update u guys for quite sometimes... been bz wif my dikir training.... hehhe... hmm...hehehe.. i oso seldom gt to use the comp. so yah when i had the chance i will update u all.... kk?? dun worie ... my life for now is doing great... without anione so special in ma heart.. hehhe.... i just want ma life to maintain like this... whoa !! hheheheh....

k till here...
take care ppl...
cya !!

dikir barat!!!! ( DHIYA'DHIYA )

2010-03-19T08:07:00.001-07:00

MY DIKIR MEMBERS !!
WEE....
DHIYA'DHIYA

going for competition
MEGA PERDANA !!

HEHEHHEEH ((:

U GO GIRLS !!!

chill PILL k bestie

2010-03-10T17:11:00.001-08:00

my dearest bestfren,

: SYAHIDAH BINTE ASMURI

syah i hope u will take all that wif lots of patience.....
i know its hard for u to let go of him....
bt wat to do....
this is wat they called love....

hmm.. && i oso dunno how to giv u a good advice...
Coz as u noe....
me myself taktau wats going on wif my RELATIONSHIP....
hehehe...
bt obviously now better b single....
like me...hehehe...
focusing on studies....
yurp2...
lagi2 ko pon da nk masok skol per april....
chill la..... bnyk lagk handsome2 n hot2...
pat luar tu.... no nid to be worry..... ((:

take care !!

LOTS OF LOVE,
ur bestie.
amirashafiqah

OSA TYME !! ((:

2010-03-10T17:02:00.000-08:00

hello DEAREST BABES N DUDES,

HEHEHHE....
lol...sometimes gt nothing to do during my osa lesson so i update my blog...
hehehe...
recently, theres ntg much going on...
just that im living happily wif mylife...
hmm... only at certain times SOMEBODY....
IRRITATES me so much....
theres no nid to txt me 24/7 n kol me 24/7
although u say u care n cncern 4 me...
yah i knw that ... but it realli makes me FED-UP....
i dun stop u from calling me...
but theres a time i nid some peace too ((:
issit okay for u??

ite classmate

2010-03-05T06:17:00.000-08:00

ite babes !!

my crazy Friends !!

hehehe !! all pretty2 ryte ?? hehehe.... they make me laugh alwaes...

they all love to jokes around !!

hahaha

my classmate is easy to get along !

hmmm

azira, ain, rossa, usha, shireen,melissa, siti, missa, nurul && lots more...

hehehe..... crazy classmate !!! yeay !!

its me

2010-03-03T17:36:00.001-08:00

kita ENJOY dulu !!!
hehehehe

LETS GO !!! ENJOY

2010-03-03T17:01:00.000-08:00

dearest friends...

firstly let me tell u people....
dun be STUPID because of love...
go && enjoy urself outhere....

....DUN CRY FOR GUYS....

ITS USELESS....
.HAHAHA.

LOL ! IVE BEEN through lots of SADNESS..

So now im going on with my life without anyONE in my HEART>

ONly god's Know who am i gonna be with one day....

hehehe... HOPEFULLY i GOt SOmeOne MUCH@ BETTER...

hahahah.... in ABT 5 YRS tyme i tHINK...

chill2.

theres still a long journey ... People say NO NEED TO BE KANCONG !!
am i right ?
Correct me if my wrong .... hehehehe ..

So yah.. lets MOve on SLOWLY>>>

&& LETS ENJOY LIFE.....

Lots OF loVE ,

AMIRASHAFIQAH

dun get it wrong

2010-02-19T04:08:00.000-08:00

hey ppl.....

hmm... nw i am at home. damn bored ntg to do. i update my blog use my fone n it is so troublesome.haish....

n btw many ppl gt ask me abt my secret admirer. yah, let me tell u smtg, its true b4 this i have one s.a.

bt as dae goes by i dun have the feelings towards him animore.seriously.....im telling the truth la....hehe -.-

i better go my own way.... hehe.... i am nw trying to enjoy my life !!!!! hehe.... peace up my mind.... weeee.....

k till here i update.... tata titi tutu...... bye!!

i like tis song

2010-02-12T05:04:00.000-08:00

Lirik/Tajuk Lagu: Demi Cinta
Artis: Kerispatih

Maaf ku telah menyakitimu
Ku telah kecewakanmu
Bahkan kusia-siakan hidupku
Dan ku bawa kau sperti diriku

Walau hati ini trus menangis
Menahan kesakitan ini
Tapi kulakukan semua demi cinta
Akhirny juga harus kurelakan
Kehilangan cinta sejatiku
Segalanya tlah kuberikan
Juga semua kekuranganku

Jika memang ini yang terbaik
Untuk diriku dan dirinya
Kan kuterima semua demi cinta

Jujur aku tak kuasa
Saat terakhir ku genggam tanganmu
Namun yang pasti terjadi
Kita mungkin tak bersama lagi

Bila nanti esok hari
Ku temukan dirimu bahagia
Ijinkan aku titipkan
Rasa cinta kita selamanya

ntg to do...

2010-02-10T16:51:00.000-08:00

currently ntg much that i cud update u...

hmm.. been stressing wif som e issues....

yah... n its too cnfusing.. lolx!! hehehe....

will update u guys more in the future.. hehehe

byebye..

take CARE ....

interest ???

2010-02-01T00:29:00.000-08:00

ohh gosh !!!
it will be a secret forever inside my heart....

heartbreak loooking at it...
bt what to do..... hmm...

main mate je da cukup...
n smile n smile at him..hmm
secret admier.... lol !!!
hahaha... maybe he might noe....

wah sey !! mepek pulak aku...
hahaha...

opps !!! people out there no nid to noe what am i talking about...

hahaha i post it for fun...

yah .... coz im having OSA lesson rite now n damn bored....

nthg to do...

hahahah kk.....

chiao//

its a secret of my life ((:

let it be in my heart...

out with HIM......

2010-01-31T23:59:00.000-08:00

had lunch LONG JOHN SILVER.....

damn hungry !!! hahaha

Photo of us ..... ((:

thx for viewing... hahaha lots of photo.....

tc people.. ((:

nothing to update !!!

2010-01-27T16:43:00.000-08:00

hey people...

i gt one ques to ask u....

what will you do if someone u like/interest or love, have the feeling with other person ??

tag me asaap...
ahahah

juz wanna know....
what ppl out there might do...

ive got nothing to update for now ....
hahahah...

cya around soon aite !! ((:

NO LIFE!!!

2010-01-26T17:23:00.000-08:00

SPAMMERS NO LIFE !!!

hahahaaha

MYOB !!!!

korang tc sudah ah ehy!!!

smoothly going in....

2010-01-13T17:14:00.000-08:00

chak BAH !! hahahak...

hello ppl !!!

me at skool rite now having my OSA....

SO i take the opportunity to go in internet n update my blog...

hahahha :))

hmm...

hey btw, do u noe that love cn make u crazy??
hmm...
bcoz of love u neglect others n make them feel hurts....
that is what exactly happened to me rite nw....
hais....
hopefully everithing get cleared soon !!
hmm... ((:

erm... i guess theres nothing more i could update to u.. tts all i think...
hmm... wait till nxt post...
cya around... thx for reading my blog....
take care... ((:

love u guys alots.... ((:

ITE BISHAN !!! HERE I COME !! AHAHAH ((:

2010-01-10T19:28:00.000-08:00

ite bishan !!!
here i come !!! WEEE!!

well, i got into ite bishan... as that is my second choice....
well i choose ite simei as my first choice bt i cant get to go to that school...

hahahaa.... SO SAD !!!

nvm at least from my hse there is a straight bus to my school...

bus no. 53...

hahahha lucky sia.... but quite a long JOURNEY !!! ahahaha...
cn sleep liao inside the bus...

aahahah ((:

my classmate for now are much better, hopefully.....

dhen my secondary classmates....

ahahaha((:
k i laugh alots.... siao readi uhk...

btw im at school rite nw... theres no lesson so i update my blog ahahaha...

k la chiow !!!
tata... nxt time update again ... ((:

no longer wif him......

2009-12-22T19:43:00.000-08:00

hey people !!

im no longer with ashraf !! yeah !!
dun ask me why coz i dunno his the one asking for a break tts why..
hmm... he say that his too busy wif ns...

den he left me...
so SAD !!!

what to do..

but its okei den.. i dun mind...

hmmm.....
mybe im nt born to be with himm
ahahahaha...
lol....

k tts it !! let open a new book AGAIN..
REFRESH everything...
hmm.. yah so for now anibodi that interest in him are welcome to get him bck..
coz im no longer with ashraf..

haiyo !!!

what ever it is....
i got my NAZRI with me now...
dun worry....

but yahh.. let see how long also we will be together...
coz yah guys nowadaes, cant be TRUSTED !!!
ITS TRUE..

heheheheheheh :D
lol !!!

hmm.... k i also had stop werking at joop !! ahaha...
tts it... tired la...

weeeee.....

k la take care everybodi...

cya soon !!! hahahah siao !!! lol !!!

hows Life mira??

2009-11-18T00:21:00.000-08:00

chak !!! hello readers!!!

hehehe

well actualli i gt nothing much to update u guys...

sorie la if i seldom update my blog coz i cnt use my bro laptop....

he is so very the PELOKEK !!!

U KNOW SELFISH ??

yah tats the suitable werd for him...

hhahahaha..

sorie bang no offence..

hehehe :P

oh btw my life now...

hmm COMPLICATED N GREAT !!

WANNA KNOW WHY??

ahahaha

actualli i also dunno0 why luh...

hard to explain liao...

im not readi....

weeeee....

nothing much la actualli...

now what im thinking is just to enjoy life..

ahahaha...

MY MOOD IS SOO HAPPY N KINDA SAD...

AHAHAH....

WADEVER SEY MIRA...

lol!!

any comment ??

tag me...

ahahahahaha :P

''oh yah btw to my dearest naqiah TORRES hope u will be patient, standard ah adat bercinta... mesti ader yg patah hati kn... mcm aku... hahahaha... lol :P''

to dianah..... ''erm nnt one day kita klua k aku blanje kau yg tk terblanje2 nie....

hehehehe''

to fika... ''erm.....i love dat hot guy at ehub !!!! hahaha lol !!!!! muax... sowie....''

okeh im abit hyper today.. dunknw wats wrong... ahahaha.. kwang2 lame la mira.. wadever... lol !! k stop it !!! ahahaha... btw aku pt library ahh skrg tgu mak aku alik werk.. ahahaha.. tata.. pape picit gue okeh ....KK... gue gtg mak da kat bwh tgu aku... carlow !!!!

LOVE ALL OF YOU !!!

Thanks to him.... realli appreciate alots !!

2009-11-13T03:08:00.000-08:00

Thanks to him

hmm.. well actualli not all that we want we cud get...

i hate to be hurt...

ahh u guys wont understand my situation..

only who that close to me will understand want i mean..

its kinda privacy

sorie hor....

....tats the end.....

nid to concentrate on my dearest acap.....

ok tts it...

i love my hubby

ASHRAF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

B, i do love u alots...

k cnt tok much...

im at library...left 4 mins... tata tc...

luv u all.. !!!

muacks !!!

kawanku... tetapi kita mesra !!!!

2009-11-10T07:49:00.000-08:00

amira n nazri
dear acap, dun worry hor me n Nazri ar just frens....
muacks 2 acap !!!

again my tiring day !!!

2009-10-18T09:30:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE !!!

hahaha !!!

damn tired lor..

hmmm...

werk n werk n werk !!!

got no enough rest !!! HAISH !!! ((:

HEHEHE .....

IM SO sleepy...... KWANG3 !!!!

BYEBYE

TIRED !!! werking tyme...

2009-10-17T10:28:00.000-07:00

hello everyone...!!!

especially to anione that always read my blog..
currently im werking at vivo city...
as a sales asst. JOOP !!!

PART TIMER !! AHAHHA..

SO if nowadaes u guys are trying to find me n im bz wif my things...
im so sorry..
aniting jus leave me a msg n name....
wat ur purpose ....

hehehe so i'll know...

lol !!! :)

im so tired...
right now... i just came back from werk...
i werk from 12.30p.m... to 12.30a.m i reach home...

waliao.... damn lazy n tired

eh realli laa... dun believed me nvm... hmmp !!!

hehehe

k la till here..

wanna go BOBOK readi....

***2morow im werking at 11.30a.m

i nid to wake up at 9.00a.m

haiyoo.........

Love is HARD n COMPLICATED !!!

2009-10-12T10:30:00.000-07:00

Not all our problems we could go through it...
sometimes we need to compare which is better for us...
i dun knw how long im gonna be like this...
this will not last forever...
one day i need to let the truth out..

hehehehe.....

lol !!

LOVE: currently my status is complicated..well hard to explain... hehehe ((:

MOOD: happy, confused & scared

LIFE: doing great n better i thinkk !!!! *wink*

tata

love u guys !!

babemira......

hais.. i miss my acap !!

2009-10-07T07:40:00.000-07:00

SO SAD....

ACAP CANT CONTACT ME FOR A FEW DAES...

HAISHHH...

Missing him BADLY.....

NS is a must....

2009-10-02T11:10:00.000-07:00

To my dearest Ashraf that has been stressful with his NATIONAL SERVICE....

i hope u could take it with alots of patience aite syg....

don't take it too hard.....

i know i dun feel it bt i understand hw u feel kay b...

dah laa...

takmu stress2....

i dun like u to be in no mood...

hehheehehe... smile owaes dear.....

muacks....

i'll alwaes be here just for u...

tc syg...

love u alots..

A gift from my BABY LOVED....

2009-09-29T06:00:00.000-07:00

sweet loving couples.....

hehehehe...

love u lah bby....

muacks !!!!