its almost 6.30am, and my eyes still cant close !
gosh !! im wondering why till now i still cant find a suitable job for me.
hais, aint easy u know, nowadays, lots of things going on here and there.
and today is my unlucky day, my hubby accidentally view my whatsapp and saw all the conversation between me n my friends, well seriously they are all my friends and not more , they even give me advice to be patience with my hubby, im glad to had a guy friends like them, never ever give up, to give me a moral support. thanks friends.
and for dearest hubby, i nvr ever tried to played u around, remember that, me n them are just friends who exchnge thoughts, that's about it, never ever they think, try to take me from u, so to ensure that u wont think differently, i sanggup turon paya lebar tadi semata mata nk bg hp kat u, so u caya yg i tk pernah nk main2 kn u... i tknk history repeat again... enough is enough... n never been again...
so dear, really u are my only one in my heart no matter what happen !
i PROMISE ! love u ! =D
EHEMehem !
now im at my door step... actualli planning to do what...
urghh !! been 3 daes at home n so sian. dunno what to do liao... boring ! hahaah
dah siap sume... dah make up pn tgl kuar je... tp tak tau nk g ane lah... arghh !!
hmm.... rindukan laki aku pn ader... hmmm !!
ntah la.. pape lah.. nk jmpe jmpe tknk sudah k bye !
heylo.... well at this timing, aku masih terbangun...
baru je abis tgk citer ''mimpi sampai ke bintang..''
SWEET ! hehehs.. well after that aku terigt pulak hubby aku yang tengah sedap tido skrg dekat umah.. besok dia keje, hmm.
yeah, i should start to understand that he got his own life too...yes ! i dunno why as day goes by love towards him getting more n more... yes he hurt me once, n yah i've forgive him of what he have done to me. yes, maybe there's also my mistake, let's give n take.. if both EGO, forever no ending n the storyline will be hanging... now i've realised how much he were in my life. without him, i just dunno how my life cud be... his everything to me now. yeah, i know his not happy because till now i didn't find any job yet, yes i understand that but one day for sure i will find it.i wont let u down again n i really cant leave without u.
everyday n everynight, i pray n hope for the best for the both of us....
to be happy n faithful to one another... for me to find a replacement for him will never happen,
coz i ever tried, but i didn't manage to do it.. oh gosh !
till that strong my love towards him without i realising it...
time passes so fast, now its almost 1yr2mnths ive known him.
alot that ive been through, what i kept all this while only my heart know it.
i love him so much... n dont want to lose him again....
i will never ever stop loving him, only death will separate us....
n i will never stop praying to god, to keep us together forever....
FUUUH ! malam2 gini aku pedih sungguh !
biar betul ni mira, da lamer da dia da tk pedih cmni...
ntah la tiba2 aku terigt kan dia, macam tak cayer yang aku pernah berpisah dan kembali pulang ngan dia...
inilah orang kata klau jodoh tak kemana ye tak ?! haahhaha...
okay lah... pagi2 gni jiwang macam tak kene lah pulak... hehehe..
ookaylah aku rasakan aku tido dulu pn cantik... hheheh..
sebelom aku meleret lagi panjang... heheheh.. da cukup panjang da ni aku type..
k lah.. byebye...
SELAMAT PAGI SEMUA... <3 SAYANG MUHAMMAD FIRDAUS BIN ABD RAHMAN
time check:06:11am
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heylo all...
i cn tell that im the happiest person for now....
im back with my ex...
n yah... hopefully everytink will change for the better...
i will never do the same mistake again..
i wont be control u, although im not.
but its ok... im fine with it....
i love u... yes i love u,....
forever till my last breath...
im sickk n tired chasing after u....
hahahaha... ! nehh not really ah..
alamak!! penat ah nk update ! pnjang nah citer.. nnt lahh ehy..
ni tgh penat ni... hmm... tak cukup tido,hahah
k bye
Although things happen too fast, but theres always something that going on in my mind.the curiousity will always be there, no matter what...
its aint that easy..
lets make things straight to the point while it cn...
i don't like to be COMPLICATED...
seriously.. enough of once && not gona be twice.... !!
hey fir,
although it been a month plus, that we had no longer together...
but the memories is still fresh in my mind...
everyday and everywhere i go, somehow u will always came across my mind....
i dunno why its so hard to move on...
although theres alot that hurts me...
i hate this kind of feeling...SERIOUSLY!
you know till today i still not yet find your replacement..yes ! but indeed theyre just a friends of mine...
i just cant find someone like you who love to jokes ard...
that is the most part i like about u...
but other than that .. like hurtings ppls feeling is just out of my list!
other than that, i want to apologise if ive hurt u...
i know i keep on texting u all the nonsense msgs,
but i know u wont dare to reply me bck! i dont mind too....
im just being too mad at u lah.. tts y...
firstly oso i pity u lah...
i understand, mybe before this u kene control dgn i...
but now i tknk the same thing happen to u again..
sekarang boleh la u accept ape2 yg dia buat kat u...
tapi nnt in the future u will feel the rimas n jelak...
mira dah paham sgt perangai fir mcm mane...
so mira tau how is MUHAMMAD FIRDAUS BIN ABD RAHMAN...
till now pn fir blom brani agi nk bwk dia jmpe ngn kak naz...
apesal ehy ? curious...hhmmm... da lah... lambat2 pn kak naz akan accept dia btl tk..?
hmmm...
fir... mira rindu sngt2 dgn fir....
maseh terigt agi time2 we use to spent tgther....
how i wish, i cud still go out with u...
spent time tgether with u ....
jokes around with u, n takng photos with u...
till today u can see that my profile at fb theres alot of urr album...
i only del one album, the main album of our photo...
&& till today , in my fone all of ur photos is still inside my hp...
urgh!!!
NTAH LA....susah pe nk lupakan ko !! urgh!!
this sat ader escort....klau fir trn da kecoh..
hmm... nxt mnth sp ny anniversary.. hmm..
hais....ntah lah
k signing off...
DOZE off..
nite nite....
misses, mira
Till today.... i just cant get over it..
Fuck sia...!! Asl susah sgt ?! Ape bgus nah si muhammad firdaus ni?? Cibz sak!! Sumpah aku nk lupakn dia...
Smpi hari ni aku terigt sal dia, although aku tau dia da move on...
But i really hate that gal... shes too controlling sia !! Arghh... i just wish cud haf him bck. miz him like hell...)': i just not ready to move on...!!!!!!!!!!